Friday, May 28, 2010
Well no working out 2 days so far this week.
I work the graveyard shift and find it really difficult to be motivated to head to the gym when I get off of work at 6am. It problaby wouldn't be so bad but I got no sleep yesterday or today. While I would like to blame it on my 2 year old he was really good last night and left me alone, even curled up with me for a 2 and half hour nap although I ended up being a wake the whole time. I am hopeful to attempt it tomorrow morning but with the unhappiness I am currenlty feeling at work it is all I can do just to show up there these days. I love my job but I HATE being a supervisor right now and I am only doing what I have to just to get by because no matter what I do these days I can not seem to please anyone at work especially my direct boss. I am starting to think the pay cut of about 50 cents an hour may just be worth it to step down. Less stress would mean a happier home life. I actually started to get angry at my son over something that yes was emotional to me but how would a 2 year old know that when he lost my strand of pearls (so they were on the bathroom floor) that it would be the end of the world to me and make me that angry, now don't go thinking I did something rash I did not but I just felt that anger inside and I did not like it one bit. I will need to make a decision in the near future because I am determined not to let my job affect my home life anymore.
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